Christmas Countdown...6 days..nope 5 days to go..! X'mas Eve

This will be a very busy Christmas countdown...
1) Brother family ready to move in new house..literally next door in 3/4 days for Christmas :-) Lots of stairs climbing...2 storeys each house...trim and flat out for Christmas :-)
2) Panic....busy packing and clearing my clutters...lots of stuffs and massive clear out...some goes to charity, few nostalgia things, etc ...junks that I keep for the past 10 years here :-)
3) Looking forwards to heading off to Tim's parents on 23rd December...for a proper English Christmas do :-) Then, we can relax after all the hustle!
4) Pressies....unwrap but almost done all shopping...so feel bits relax now
5) Help babysitting nephew, Nathan.. he is very cute and staying with us for few months :-)

Finally, wishing everyone "Merry Christmas and Happy 2009 New Year"

HOT 'N' COLD

Kathy Perry's song "HOT N COLD" have been playing in my mind recently. I admit that I like that song for a reason...especially this :

Someone call the doctor.. Got a case of a love bi-polar... Stuck on a roller coaster... Can't get off this ride.. *You* change your mind.. Like a girl changes clothes

*Decision, decision, decision, etc...sometime I hate to choose either moving on or staying put. I need clear mind to eliminate clutters.

Lots of things been bugging me such as worries about my future, career, relationship, health, etc. Please give me strength to make up my mind and I'm tired of procrastinate further. Though, I hope I'm a superwoman but that's unrealistic!

Stop pressing my button!

I know my limit when someone tried to pressure me until I scream "STOP" mentally. I wish I have argumentative and logical reasons to defend myself. I can't please everyone but I wonder why don't people be more considerate to others and leave me in peace. I respect others and I hope I will be treated the same in return. I hope I am not being demanding and always like to maintain diplomacy in any awkward situations. I keep myself to myself and treasure my privacy very much. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!